The problem, for those of you who are wondering, is that I have some people who are basically squatters living in a property that my aunt was using. Because she allowed one person to come into her home and stay for a period of time (without paying rent, or having a lease), I now have to go through the eviction process. At this point, I am hoping that they will leave before the 30 days is up, but it is not looking hopeful. To add to the problem, I live 6 hours away from this property.
Ok, so like I said, logically, I know that it is not a big deal. We will go through the process and someday, somehow the problem will be resolved. Unfortunately, I continue to fight the the feelings that go along with the process. I am fighting against the unknown. I can't even plan my visit to see my grandchildren, because I don't know when I will actually need to make the trip to deal with the house.
As I continue to fight the feelings that are taking a toll on me, I find myself questioning my faith in God's plan. I know that He works all things for good. I know that He has plans for me. I know that He will never leave me nor forsake me. But, something is still not right. I am doubting.
Today, I read an article, How to Overcome Doubt, by Andrew Wommack. Wow, it hit the spot! I realized that I was relying on the physical world. I needed to see God working. I needed to see God's plan. The funny thing is, if I was really looking, I would have been able to see it. God lead me to the eviction lawyer and realtor who have been helping with the process. When praying, God has been constantly telling me to "be still." God has lead me to scriptures, which when I read, are truly helpful.
The other thing that I realized after reading the article, is that instead of relying on the physical world, I need to rely on God’s Word. I need to rely on God's truths, God's promises, the unseen abilities of God's supernatural power. We know this, right? But it is easy to forget. Andrew Womack says, "You must come from a place to where God's Word is more real to you than anything you can see, taste, hear, smell, or feel. When you doubt, refer back to the Word of God..." Well, that is what I am going to do. Heck with the physical world. I am going to trust in Gods' Word.
Here are some scriptures that I have been turning to:
For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans for welfare and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope.
Fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God; I will strengthen you, I will help you, I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.
